All nerdities aside, I pushed through and just conquered a trigger. At least I hope so. It’s impossible to know for sure if it will come up again in the future, but I think I have this one licked. And I’m proud of myself for that. Since struggling with PTSD most of my life, I’ve been unable to do anything remotely like that.
But now, I see things for how they truly are. And it’s amazing how I couldn’t see these things before. I’m being vague intentionally here since I don’t want to have to explain things too much. My blog, my thoughts.
Either way, I’m happy with how things have worked out today. I know I’m a better person for it.