I have a feeling I’ve been kind of snobbish lately. Not outwardly, but in my head. I read something that an ex-friend had written and I immediately thought “wow, I’m better than you.” I don’t know when I turned out like that. I don’t even know if it’s necessarily a bad thing.
I mean, sure. It’s not a good thing to be too elitist. But I also don’t believe all people are equal. Some people are either destined for bigger things or just handle things in a better way than others. That doesn’t mean there’s a single individual who is better than everyone. While someone may be better in one area, they will fall behind in others. For example, although I’m a better writer than, say, said ex-friend, I also cannot draw as well as them.
Who knows. Perhaps I’m just having “realizations of grandeur” tonight. I don’t always recognize that I’m an awesome person, though I know I must be because people who I feel are QUALITY PEOPLE think I am. It’s amazing what some self-confidence will do.