I’m making a note here:

Huge success!

All nerdities aside, I pushed through and just conquered a trigger.  At least I hope so.  It’s impossible to know for sure if it will come up again in the future, but I think I have this one licked.  And I’m proud of myself for that.  Since struggling with PTSD most of my life, I’ve been unable to do anything remotely like that.

But now, I see things for how they truly are.  And it’s amazing how I couldn’t see these things before.  I’m being vague intentionally here since I don’t want to have to explain things too much.  My blog, my thoughts.

Either way, I’m happy with how things have worked out today. I know I’m a better person for it.