I'm really, really happy with this picture. The graininess of the picture added with the darkness of the room really make it feel illicit and that's definitely a turn-on to me. It's not often that my self-shot pictures make me happy, so I'm going to revel in this one for sure.
A lot of people don't realize how much pain my body can take and how much of that pain, coming from the correct hands, feels really wonderful. And even though, in this case, the pain is coming from the clamps, they were applied by loving hands, so it's as if the hands are the cause of the pain. So this is also my kind of middle finger at certain parties from my past for not understanding my desire for pleasurable pain.